"Here! Here I am..." Kelvath came through the front door a little
breathless, a little scattered, his arms -full-. Avrath blinked, put
down his book, and came to help.
"So you are. What are-" He rescued a half-dozen packages, catching
them before they tumbled to the floor. "What are all of these?"
"Ack- Thank you." Kelvath smiled sheepishly, then strode into the
kitchen and put everything down before anything -else- could happen.
"Well, some of them," he turned and took the items his compatriot
held, "are for you. Some are food, and some are just things we've
needed for a while."
"I see you managed to get home without any pillows..." He grinned,
folding his arms and leaning a hip against the counter, just watching
as Kelvath sorted everything out.
"They didn't have any at Thirve's shop." Kelvath put on a scowl,
pushing his lower lip out. Then he got distracted by his purchases,
his face smoothing out into a delighted smile as he stacked a handful
of smaller parcels atop one large one.
"What hardship for you! Not a -single- cushion for your delicate
head?"
"No. Nor one for yours, either." Kelvath rolled his eyes, then
gathered up the stack and turned toward the other man. "Here... This
is what I forgot to get before we left."
Avrath forgot all about his teasing as the gifts were presented.
Kelvath looked like he wanted to say something else, though he had no
idea what it might be, as he stood there. He took the packages and
sat down at the table, tilting his head a little. "Do I start
anywhere in particular, or...?"
Kelvath moved over to lean in Avrath's former spot, watching him
with a little smile on his face. "No, just... Wherever you want to
start, sir."
"All right." He nodded, took a deep breath, and frowned intently
at the array of packages. He selected the most strangely-shaped one,
picking at the knot in the string until it gave way, then winding it
up into a neat little bundle which he then set aside. Then he
carefully unfolded the paper, exposing a bundle of pens. The nibs
were of all different sizes and shapes, set in sturdy wooden shafts
just the right diameter for holding for hours.
The other packages turned out to be a half-dozen colors of ink and
an entire ream of paper. The latter caused Avrath to turn and stare
at Kelvath for a minute or two.
"What?"
"Well... An entire -ream-?"
"Why not?" Kelvath shrugged easily, smirking and casually,
carelessly rested a hand on the hilt of the knife he wore at his hip.
It had been an unexpected find, tucked under the kitchen knives,
hidden under oil and cloth and whetstone. A Zhi'thethi dagger, of
exquisite balance and superb beauty, with a wicked edge and a simple
leather sheath... He wore it everywhere, and used it for a little of
everything; to do otherwise was to insult the gift and the spirit in
which it was given. Besides, it was nice to have something -worth-
showing off.
Avrath's eyes were caught by the movement, and he bowed his head
in acknowledgement. "Why not. -Thank you-, Azri." Then he grinned,
opened a bottle of black ink, selected a pen, and began to doodle.
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That night, stroking Kelvath's back with inkstained fingers, he
sighed a little.
"What?"
"I just keep thinking of all that -paper-."
"You can go draw some more, I'll just sleep. I really don't mind."
And he didn't. Sure, he'd miss Avrath, but at least he was in the
same house, if not the same room or bed.
"No, I mean-"
"Avrath," Kelvath cut him off, "if you say one more word that even
-hints- at fretting over some piffling thing like -money-, the
spirits of your mother, grandmother, and great-grandmother, along
with all of your deceased aunts, will swarm around you like midges
and haunt you for the rest of your ungrateful days." He moved his
head a little and nipped at Avrath's jaw. "E'defti, zhev'thi, mod'zhi
razha... I don't really want to get into a war of comparison. After
all, -I- have the Zhi'thethi dagger that you did -not- tell me about.
And you know, I was shocked and faintly appalled that you'd spent so
much on me, -me-... But I said nothing, as it was not my money you
spent."
Avrath's mouth twisted into something resembling a smirk as
Kelvath ran down. "What I was trying to say, -e'defti-, was that with
all of that -paper- that you so generously graced me with, I could
really -do- something. Not just a bunch of unrelated scrawlings,
but... Try to tell a story in pictures, or something."
"Oh." Heat crawled up his neck, blossomed across his face,
scorched the backs and tips of his ears, and finally dribbled up into
his hairline. "I... Um... Sorry...?"
Avrath laughed, moving his hand to ruffle Kelvath's hair. "Oh,
it's all right. And... Mod'zhi razha?"
Kelvath smiled, feeling his embarrassment recede faster than the
ebb tide. "Mod'zhi razha, kai'ziltha mod vir'zhe ki'fthche..."
"And how is it that you, the farm-boy, ended up with more of a
classical education than I, child of the bustling city?" He stretched
over and kissed the tip of Kelvath's nose.
"I spent more time in school than out?" He asked, innocently.
"Hazh'che mod'zhi razha, tivi ka'lirtha mazh'the thi'lche tev
tazhte..."
Avrath laughed again, hand slipping down to curve around the nape
of the other man's neck. The ancient poem was making him a little
light-headed in the same way that just looking around the house
sometimes made him... "Maybe. Maybe it was just that you went to
school longer, rather than being marched off to The Royal Academy Of
Warfare For Boys."
Curiosity piqued, Kelvath stopped in the middle of a line. "You
went to the academy? I never knew that..."
"Yes. I was sent there two days after my twelfth birthday. My
father was...the impetus behind that." He gently squeezed the nape of
Kelvath's neck, carefully schooling his voice. "Finish the poem,
please? I can't remember how it ends."
"Oh." He blinked at that, then forced his mind back to the old
words. "Tev tazhte, mezhi tir talithche av'eh... A-ars mache
ti'litha..." He didn't know if he -could- finish, the words -so- old,
-so-... Something tickled his shoulder, and he reached up to find
that it was plaited ribbons. "Teth'eche, Esren, tiv zheshi metir;
math'eche, Esren, tiv _gir_ ir'thezhi ma'chi; teth'eche, Esren, tiv
nizhi al'thi; math'eche, Esren, tiv gir vit'relthi zhev'thi mas..."
Avrath found he was holding his breath, doing his best to hear
every syllable, commit each word to memory... He was startled into
breathing again by the hitch in Kelvath's voice and the sudden
silence following... It wasn't over, yet, he knew; there were two or
three more lines -- and then he -knew-, -remembered-, and understood.
Before he could tell Kelvath that it was all right, he didn't have to
continue; before he could say anything to derail or distract or
otherwise stem the tide, the other man was speaking again.
"Tivu vezhi se evi'che zhi hevet, tivu zha'dirthe se evi'che zhi
advi..." Another hitch, his next inhalation rough enough to be
mistaken for a sob. "Tivu zhev'thi...se evi'che -mezh- _ef'inzhi_.
Mezh ef'inzhi, e'defti, sir..." His throat hurt too much to speak
above a whisper, and there was a knot in his chest, too... He didn't
understand why, either. After all, it wasn't as if Avrath was going
to -laugh- at him.
All Avrath did, all he -could- do, was to hush him, petting his
hair and murmuring. It was silly, he knew, as Kelvath -was- silent...
But it felt right. He'd wondered, when Kelvath had started reciting,
if the man was serious or not. The question had been answered more
thoroughly than he'd been prepared for, and part of his brain had
started a panicked gibbering. He ignored it, as he had during the
long days of his command, dealing with the only thing he could affect
at the moment. "I... I know, Azri, I know."
Kelvath made an affirmative noise, holding more tightly to the
hand at his neck, tilting his head to hide his face.
"And... E'defti Azri... Teth'eche zhev'thi e'dri, ivu." He kissed
the top of Kelvath's head and repeated himself, feeling desperately
sad and not certain as to why.